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Jason Aldean- My memory ain’t what it used to be
I’m so happy. I mean, I’m with a guy that is spontaneous and wonderful. And he cares about me. And all he wants to do is make me smile or laugh. He shows up to the library and kidnaps me. He pushes me to be better. He drags me out of my comfort zone. And I’ve never been this happy. And when I’m with him, I’m not scared of getting hurt, because he is so gentle and sweet. Our relationship is built on Jesus. And we encourage each other and challenge each other. He thinks I’m adorable…even when I’m awkward and weird. And he tells me I’m beautiful.
But when I’m not with him…I am terrified. I’m scared he’s going to hurt me just like you did. I hate you for that. I hate you for taking my trust. I still think about you from time to time, and even though you treated me like shit, I still care about you. I still don’t understand why things are the way they are with us. I still lose sleep over the fact that we can’t even be in the same room as each other…but you know what…I’ve allowed myself to move on. And I really am happy. I miss you, don’t get me wrong. It took a while for me to pick all the pieces up and put them back together…but I don’t need you.
So…even if I have a hard time trusting him, because of you…day by day…he’s breaking my walls down. And moment by moment he is proving me wrong. And I’m glad that I finally got rid of you. So here’s to my happiness….and you….well I hope you end up happy too.
Sometimes it brings a smile.
…….others it brings tears.
I hate that about you.
But when it comes time for me to actually flirt I’m just like
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this song. i like it.
I just really don’t want you to remember me for what I said to you in October. I didn’t mean any of it…it was just anger talking…because I was really mad…mostly at myself. But I really want you to be happy and I want you to find what you’re looking for. I’m still going to pray for you every night, because I still believe that if you actually let Him, the Lord could do some amazing things through you. I know that we aren’t going to be friends or anything, but I still think you’re a great guy when you want to be. So please don’t shut out your friends. They love you and want you to hang out with them… And I mean everything that I’m saying right now especially this: If you ever need me or something ever happens and you don’t have anyone to call I promise that you that you can call me. I realize that you won’t, but I want you to know that I am still here for you even if you aren’t for me. Because I still care about you, even if you don’t want me too. I don’t give up on people I care about..and I never stop caring about people no matter how hard I try…And, if you decide that you can actually handle being in the same room with me…or you ever forgive me then awesome…and thanks for letting me be friends with Maggie and them..You have no idea how much I appreciate it…and I don’t care if you’re friends with my friends. You want to be friends with Melanie? Danielle? Glenda? Laura? Lacey? Abigail? I don’t care. You can be friends with any of them seriously…just don’t hurt them please…because they mean the world to me and I care about them just like I care about you. : )And I didn’t tell any of your friends what happened when they asked me just so you know…because I think it’s your story to tell if you decide to tell it. I just wanted you to know that.
Oh, and one last thing…it was nice meeting you. I wouldn’t take it back, because you provided a lot of laughs last year when they were really needed and you were there even when you didn’t have to be. I wish things didn’t have to be this way. I have loved getting to know you and I will miss fighting/arguing with you because it was just us. I love you I always will. Everyone has that person that stays with them. And you’re mine. That is all…if you read it all..I hope you did, but anyways…
goodbye Garrett Hovey
Romans 12:18